Laptops

Laptops are convenient. This morning I woke up, got dressed, and went and bought some weed. I then had chocolate, kombucha, and a green juice for breakfast. I’m currently in Domino Park writing. I was going to go to a coffee shop but the weather was too good to stay in. The sunshine is so nice. I feel like people get really depressed during the winter time. Vitamin D and eating healthy get me through. I also live alone too, which helps a lot. I don’t really have anyone in my energy. There aren’t any cops in Domino Park right now which is good. I heard that they were chastising stoners in the park, but I think given that today is a holiday they decided not to stop by. Fine by me.

I am feeling a lot more comfortable with writing. I was anxious these past few days but last night it started to really quell. I was stoned (I’ve been stoned for the past 3 days. I wake and bake) and laying on my couch listening to Massive Attack at 3 am. Black Milk and Angel are great tracks at that hour. I also listened to a bit of Enigma. My mom is a therapist and when she was getting her Masters in Guelph, Ontario she would play Enigma through the giant speakers in our living room. It’s this super esoteric spiritual music. Not a lot of people fuck with Enigma, it’s a little bit out there. Principles of Lust: Sadeness is the track they’re known for. I was actually going to listen to the entire MCMXC a.D. album and have it on right now. It’s weird shit. I feel like I’m really revealing myself here.

I am such an introvert. It’s really intense. I didn’t want to be around anyone this entire weekend. I’ve just spent it in my PJs stoned, thinking. My sleep schedule is off right now, at night I just lay on my couch half awake and half high, listening to music.

I think about this blog a lot. I put together an instagram account for it. I decided I didn’t want to post any selfies on it. I don’t really want to be a person on the internet, but more like an energy floating in space. Less ego, more vibes. Astrologically speaking, my MC is in Cancer. Your MC is how people see you in the public eye. Cancer is a water sign, and it’s symbolized by the crab. Cancer represents the home space, safety. I guess my blog is going to be about my home life, all the weird stuff I get into when I am away from the world.